hi. okay, its not me who you've disappointed only but well. i dont know, but i heard you have already apologised to them so i guess that issue has been settled. its not me you should apologise to, really. it's the both of them. but anw, since its been resolved, i dont wanna rake it up again. after all, its just my personal feeling towards the matter.
i dont exactl see myself as having many friends but regardless of that. i know i have a tendency to neglect my friends at times. and i dont intend to find excuses for myself. but i don't mean any ill feelings to a particular friend when i neglect him/her. everyone means something to me.
actually, theres really nothing much to say anymore. its all dependant on where we want this friendship to go. im sure it has taken a toll on you and its high time to put an end to our squabbles. time will eradicate these uncanny feelings. i will try to put the past behind me and i dont know what you intend to do because, as hard as i will try to be conscious of my doings, if its difficult for you to accept me, then its as far as it can go.
let's not rush into trying to patch things up because it often backfires. let nature takes its course and i'll be true to my feelings and yes, it'll help both of us if you are too; if your feeling unhapppy or uneasy, its alright. its better to show it (and this time i'll know why) then pretend that your happy cause it'd cause misery to both of us again. so i believe and really hope time will erode the strains.
i'll find it awkward to speak to you like nth has ever happened come Monday and i dont want to appear to be all cheery and pretend that i'm fine. causse i know it'd take a while for me to be able to speak to you without feeling weird but anyway, we'll talk again when we're both ready. it'll happen. we're not best friends for no good reason. i have faith in us and in time..!! sorry if ive missed anything out. i might edit this 2mro cause im dam tired now. talk to you soon! CKP! :)
